If I Only Had the Talent of Someone Else

From time to time I always wished I had the talent to draw or take some amazing pictures (and of course sing and act and the rest of the showbiz), just be someone, or get the feeling of being someone. But the truth is if I was an artist I would still be me, probably just a little crazier, and my friends would probably not love me more or less, If I was famous probably "more", so why do I still wish to be unique??? This is not a rhetoric question, cuz I don't have the answer for it. Actually it's kind of annoying wanting to be someone you know you're not. Maybe I just found my answer… Maybe that's all there is to my question, to be someone else, is that why we watch shows on TV. So we can just for the 45 minutes dream away into another person's life? Is that what I do when I watch One Tree Hill, Gossip Girl or Sex and the City? I had a similar conversation with my friend earlier today about Sex and the City and it does make me less moody. But do I really forget about my own problems for awhile, maybe I do, but it's not like I want to be any of them (no matter how exciting their life's can be). Carrie is too independent (sure, I want to or already am independent, but not to that extend). Charlotte is to innocent (Jeez, I feel like I am "back" in the 50s), Miranda is too much of a feminist for me to handle and well, Samantha, she love sex that's for sure, but I personally would like to know the once I sleep with or at least know how many. So maybe we just need to except that we are who we are… and you are the only one who can change you (that was a deep one for sure) :p