This is hard for me to say, but a part of me needs to get it out in the open. A friend of the family or more my brother's friend commited suicide this December. He jumped of a roof in the brightest of the day, leaving his friends and family devastated. He was suffering from a mental illness,
and has been on strong medication for about two years, the medication gave him a serious depression. 12/07 2007 he decided to end his suffering, and took the fall. In his letter he apologized to his family and friends, saying it was the best for everyone. He was so lost that he thought we be happier without him, he couldn't see how much he ment for us, for his parents and sister. Never ever will he be able to fix the pain that he coste, never will he wake up to see the sun outside, feeling happy, cuz no matter how dark it gets outside, you'll see the light and you feel the happinesse you had as a five year old. But you are never going to find that out, you didn't take the time. It breaks my heart to feel the pain you went through alone, not talking to anyone about it. you were only 16 going on 17, and now you're no age, your not old or young, your just everywere. And i think your mommy and daddy knows that, aswell your sister. They are sticking together being strong. They are trying to help other kids now, in your name. It's one way to give your life or more your death a purpose. Rest in peace little kid, you'll see the sun in heaven...
This is hard for me to say, but a part of me needs to get it out in the open. A friend of the family or more my brother's friend commited suicide this December. He jumped of a roof in the brightest of the day, leaving his friends and family devastated. He was suffering from a mental illness,
and has been on strong medication for about two years, the medication gave him a serious depression. 12/07 2007 he decided to end his suffering, and took the fall. In his letter he apologized to his family and friends, saying it was the best for everyone. He was so lost that he thought we be happier without him, he couldn't see how much he ment for us, for his parents and sister. Never ever will he be able to fix the pain that he coste, never will he wake up to see the sun outside, feeling happy, cuz no matter how dark it gets outside, you'll see the light and you feel the happinesse you had as a five year old. But you are never going to find that out, you didn't take the time. It breaks my heart to feel the pain you went through alone, not talking to anyone about it. you were only 16 going on 17, and now you're no age, your not old or young, your just everywere. And i think your mommy and daddy knows that, aswell your sister. They are sticking together being strong. They are trying to help other kids now, in your name. It's one way to give your life or more your death a purpose. Rest in peace little kid, you'll see the sun in heaven...
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